I can do it all by myself. That is the phrase I keep hearing over and over in my head.
The truth is you're lying to yourself. It's OK to ask for help. I see you have multiple different projects and directions that you're being pulled and it continues.
So it is important for you to ask for help or accept help when it is offered.
There's certain things that you were being told to let go of and if you continue to hold onto them, it's only gonna be painful in the end when it does come to an end. And you know this and you're trying to prolong the inevitable. The advice is to just let go.
Things will begin to shift, but currently it seems like the majority of you are in the middle of a life lesson. You're learning to trust your intuition or you are going to be dragged.